fifty eight thoughts

So there are fifty eight days until I am married to the most amazing man on this planet. So here are fifty eight thoughts...

one: I hate homework
two: I am getting into guitar again
three: I miss Nick everyday
four: I wish he didn't live so far away
five: I miss my mom
six: I think one of my roommates doesn't like me
seven: I wish my life was like Vampire diaries
eight: I cant wait for Christmas
nine: I love my heating blanket
ten: I miss Virginia
eleven: Blankets can always make me feel better
twelve: Sometimes I want to just run away
thirteen: I lie to the ones I love sometimes
fourteen: Nick is the only one I am 100 percent honest with
fifteen: Hot chocolate can make me feel better
sixteen: I am obsessed with orange juice
seventeen: I wish I had true red hair
eighteen: Vampires are so cool
nineteen: Fall is my favorite time of year
twenty: I'm scared of losing my grandparents
twenty one: Taylor Swift is my idol
twenty two: My roommates don't know that much about me
twenty three: I wish I could write a song
twenty four: I will do anything for Nick
twenty five: I want to play basketball again
twenty six: I want my boobs to be bigger
twenty seven: I want to lose 10 pounds
twenty eight: My dream job is to be a photographer
twenty nine: I wish I could be in a pageant
thirty: I want to own a bakery
thirty one: Emmalou is my favorite name
thirty two: I want my long hair back
thirty three: I love wearing high heels
thirty four: I wish I was two inches shorter
thirty five: I love ramen
thirty six: laundry sucks
thirty seven: I want to have sex with him right now
thirty eight: I am going to miss thongs
thirty nine: I am scared of child birth
forty: I wish I had abs
forty one: I want to live in Hawaii
forty two: I think I look good in black
forty three: I wish I lived back in the day so I could wear dresses everyday
forty four: I miss my brothers
forty five: I love sleep
forty six: Make-up is my passion
forty seven: I love warm sweaters
forty eight: I want my teeth to be whiter
forty nine: I wish I cared less
fifty: Socks are my favorite
fifty one: I love cheese
fifty two: I love playing poker
fifty three: I want my eyes to be bluer
fifty four: I love pearls
fifty five: I love when he wears his glasses
fifty six: I miss being tan
fifty seven: I love beards
fifty eight: I am in love with Nicolas Tyler Dorsett