274
That's how many days I waited to see you post on your blog again. I hoped you would every day. After we left school I would check it every once in a while, but for the last three months I have checked it every time I got on my computer. I would click on my tab for it and every time I would see the same post...
I don't know why I kept looking, but I think it's because I was worried about you.. I was concerned with the things you were doing and it made me sad to see you slipping. I remember our heart to hearts and how you would always express to me the guilt you would feel about certain things.
I don't know if you felt that anymore. All I knew is that I missed you. I missed my Vampire Diaries buddy. You were my best friend in the apartment by far. You always would listen to me and I would listen to you. Something I am most grateful for is when you still would listen to me even when everyone else was over it. When Nick and I broke up you never stopped caring. You stayed by me and listened to me when everyone else thought I should be over it by now..
Your friendship meant a lot to me and I really do miss having your crazy self around. My roommates this semester are cool, but no one could ever replace Jade!
Those 274 days were saddening.
You always seemed a little happier when you wrote on your blog because you could get things off your chest. So the fact that you wrote again makes me really happy because, in a way, it says 'I'm doing better'. And that makes me very happy.
You are an amazing person and I want to see you VERY soon!
I miss you...
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